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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Lucy shuddered and nodded. WHen they had sat down she said: "Such a horrible idea has come into my head, Su."
"What's that?"
"Wouldn't it be dreadful if some day, in our own world, at home, men started going wild inside, like the animals here, and still looked like men, so that you'd never know which were which?"
"We've got enough to bother about here and now in Narnia," said the practical Susan, "without imagining things like that."

-- Prince Caspian, C.S.Lewis

Friday, July 29, 2005

Insomnia sucks. If I hadn't been laying in bed for the last 5 hours, I don't suppose it would be so bad.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I love the show The Undetectables!! Honestly, I love watching this show and seeing all the mold, bacteria and other such disgusting things in peoples homes. I'd love to be the scientist on that show. And I've learned alot from watching it as well. It just makes me happy to watch it. My favorite is when they find mummified rats in the walls or under the floors. But that also means that unfortunately I've been watching TV again. I had broken myself of the habit.

On a side note, I've discovered my average in physics and I have an 86. Rock on! I could make 50's on the next test and the final and still have a 75 in the class. Whoo hoo! Especially since the next test is the easiest.

I've been rereading The Chronicles of Narnia. Well, I've actually only read thru A Horse and His Boy. So, I'm rereading some and reading the rest. It's amazing to me the amount of symbolism in those novels. I know so much more now (or I'm a more mature Christian so I see things better) than I did the first time I read them. I also find it's a good activity for my mind. I'll read a section and wonder what C.S. Lewis wanted me to get out of it. It's actually been a wonderful two weeks, besides being lonely. Heather is moving in today as well! Huzzah! Just 4 more days of physics and I never have to do it again. Yaaay!

Monday, July 25, 2005

I am 21 years old.
I have a B in physics.
I miss my boyfriend.
My back hurts.
I can find any song if I set my mind to it.
Strawberry-bannana is good.
Studying is tiresome.
Why didn't I start working HW problems with Chris from the beginning?
Step out and speak to the people who you think are cool, they usually are.
Cambridge = good study and good coffee and fun employees.
I still miss my boyfriend.
A 'lil kindness goes a long way, sometimes forced kindness is a necessary.
It is fun to bunk bad facts.
I do find random websites, mayhaps I spend too much time on the internet? Yes.
My back hurts still.
I like candles, and I like fire.
Fire is pretty when burning.
Mike doesn't let me play with fire.
I'm not really irresponsible with fire, it just looks like it.
I downloaded music from the Black-eyed Peas... wha?
I washed my hair, but I didn't blow dry/style it... It still looks good!
I have a semi-Mike scented candle. At least it smells like his cologne.
Ross is an interesting store.
I made a 62 on my physics test, but scored a perfect on one section?
I miss my boyfriend.
I need to go clothes shopping.
I kinda like the Black-eyed Peas... What?!
Do I really want a large collection of music on my laptop?
I like music.
I like my boyfriend.. I love my boyfriend.. I miss my boyfriend...
Hair brushes feel good sometimes.

This stream of conciousness was brought to you by Rebecca, the letter I and procrastination from physics.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

And the battle of the bugs rages on...

I hate sugar ants. And I noticed that since I'd gotten back there seemed to be alot in my kitchen, but I figured that had to do with me being gone and what not... Right as Jason got here tonight I saw them.. a long trail.. going in my cabinet to the box of Nilla Wafers. ARGH!!! So with many and much vengful sprayings they died.

Only to find them going in my pantry circling my peanut butter!! After more vengeful sprayings, I've given up for the night. I cannot wait for my dad to get down here and spray pesticides!

They make me feel so dirty, like i haven't cleaned. Which saddens me. They were coming in thru the oven vent, there's naught I can do about that. Heck, there's lots of lil crevices and cracks in this trailer they come in thru. I will not worry about it... but my skin keeps crawling.

Argh! And physics isn't so nice either, I'm getting quite tired of it in fact. Only 2 more weeks.
I am feeling overwhelmed.. Ha, think, if I feel this way now...

Friday, July 01, 2005

Late nights and Physics HW.
I hates hates hates Physics!

I know I'll make it thru this class fine, but its so annoying right now. I'm going home this weekend. Huzzah for July 4th! When I come back I will have a CPR class. Why'd I let my CPR lapse? It woulda been easier had I kept it up. Ah well, I shan't complain!

Lately I've been in this awful state of Lethargy. My trailer isn't dirty. There are no dirty dishes, and I vaccumed the floor and swept.. but it's cluttered and I have no desire to clean it up. Here is a run down of my days. Wake up(9ish-10ish), Go to class(11:30-1ishMWF or 12ish-3ish TT), Go to study (3ish-7ish), then Bible study on Tue and Thur and Fri when I'm in Auburn.

It both does and doesn't sound busy... I guess that's why I haven't gotten up with anyone like I was planning on doing this summer. I always say, "Next week'll be different. I'll call So-and-so..." or "I'll cook for some people!"

It hasnt' happened yet.. and I'm not holding my breath.

Did I mention that I hate physics?