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Sunday, December 26, 2004

You know what?

Fingernail polish has an interesting smell.

And for those of you who don't know (which is apparently alot of people), in the song Away in a Manger, when it refers to "the cattle are lowing," that does NOT mean the cattle are lying down.

It means they are mooing. C'mon people!!

Monday, December 20, 2004

Home for the holidays, and ain't life grand?

Wow, how I've missed this place. Stop, before you all complain, I DO miss the shoals. I like Auburn, but my heart is here... in more ways than one. I will have a hectic Christmas. Yay for me.

20 - Christmas shopping. Pray for me... ^_^;;
21 - Try to clean I suppose
22 - Sleep, please dear Lord let me sleep.
23 - Mike's Memaw and Papaw's X-mas. Dirty Santa, how fun!
24 - Immediate family, mom dad bro and me. Cracker Barrel and a matinee
Then Mike's Oma's until 5ish
My house for McGee Christmas.. oh joy, clean the house. ::feels the whip lashing her back already::
25 - Christmas Day! Also, Logan side Christmas.

Now I remember why I like Thanksgiving more. Merrty CHristmas to all my friends. I heart you much!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

You scored as Bilbo. You would be happiest living with Bilbo Baggins! Hey may be old, but with age comes wisdom and experience, and you love to hear about his adventures. Plus he's loaded (you gold-digger you).













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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

So, Chi Alpha has gone crazy.

Finals have gotten to them. Everyone is blog crazy. People check their stuff 5 or 6 times a day, praying for a small lil comment. There have been wars fought and names called and new connections made. Is it a good thing?

... heck yeah! I'm enjoying getting into the heads of said members. I believe it was all because of Meg, Meg was MY inspiration for a blog. And the fact that I checked hers daily... Heh. So now I have a lot more to check daily, and since everyone comments so often, Im going twice or three times a day. Squeee! It's all YOUR fault.

Im going to call tater and see what's going down tonight.
::ignores the world lit final she has tomorrow::

Monday, December 13, 2004

Currently listening to: Well, it's been an 80's day today jumping from AC/DC to Guns and Roses to Iron Maiden to Foreigner and right now its Cross Town Traffic by Jimi Hendrix.. which isn't 80s but eh...

I just got back from the Chrisis Center. Answering phone calls, oh joy. I talked to my mom tonight, and I got my PCAT scores back. Over-all percentile was 80% or maybe a mite higher. Praise God for decent scores. Maybe I actually WILL get into school.

So I hit my head earlier today right? It STILL HURTS! Im talking, throbbination here folks. And WHen I went to go make the PB and J sammich.. we had no jelly! Arggination! So I undid all of my SNES stuff and took it with me to the center. I have no more finals to study for technically. World lit.. but that's one of those, you've read the novels or you haven't.

Todd told me today that I was in for Panama City. Yay! It'll be great to be able to Praise God with all my old friends. How I miss the shoals... ::wipes away a tear:: And that's not a metaphysical tear, a real one. And everyone that reads this, pray for my roommate. She got BAD doctor reports back, and they were showing that she has kidney failure. She's having a tough time of it, and mostly because everyone wants to ask her about it. She's kinda like me.. if she's feeling bad or having a tough time, she wants to ignore it until She's ready to examine it. She hates for people to bring it up. So if/when you read this, put her on your list, pray for her, but if you see her DO NOT bring it up. I could not live the life she has to live.

Feeling slightly down, and it must have something to do with this DAD-BLAMED HEADACHE that won't go away. I must have given myself a concussion. That would be funny.. and a very Becca-like thing to do. Clumsination! So I may try to go to bed now, even though i have nothing for tomorrow..

Please healer, come and take my headache away. Touch my roommate, father. If you deem it not in your will to heal her body, then heal her heart and her emotions. Give her peace and strength it takes to go through this trying time. Give me the patience to deal with her, because I understand she's scared and hurting, but not able to show it. I love you, Daddy! And I know you're in control.
I hit my head, on the corner of my dresser. It is pounding. I shall go and make a triple decker peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Mixed pb and j of course!
P of O.

For those of you who do not know that stands for privilige of oration. That means I can talk now.

So what's been going on with Spazzy? A load of stuff, and since it didn't let me update the other day.. stupid internet.. I will tell you now.

Wednesday night, hanging out at Tater and Mike and Yoshi's. Me and Heather cleaned the kitchen. Massive overhall, but it was right-down sparkling. So, we're sitting there and me and Mike play 3 or 4 games of ERS. Which I dominated at, and still do. I challenge you all to ERS. Prepare to lose. So, Heather had gone home, and she calls me because she got a freaky text that worried her. I told her to calm down, call him back if no reply, call me back and I would call aunt JoAnn. So She calls back, still understandably worried. I call Aunt JoAnn, and apologize profusely for the late hour. It takes almost 2 hours to track down said person and confirm an ok from them. They were drinking.. not that he was SUPPOSED to be doing that. Heather and I discussed it and she has finally come to the conclusion that she doesn't need to see, speak or associate with him anymore. Thank God. I thought that from the beginning, but I respected her wishes. It was a noble and valient effort.

Thursday, I sleep because I had such a late night. And it IS dead day after all. So, I go watch people jump into the creek, and would have jumped as well had I had different pants. And No Mike, your pants would NOT have worked. I take the two Japanese girls home, they won't be back next semester ; _ ;. It was fun while they were here! So Mike and I run into John Creel, we give him a ride. I take Mike back to his house, enter Yoshi. Yoshi rides with me back to campus, then I go to Cambridge to meet with Heather to study. Have I thanked God enough for sending Heather down here with me? Probably not. I wouldn't study near as much without her. It's easier for me to study with someone.. sounding board and all that. So we study, Mike shows up, we study, Robby shows up, we study, Robby leaves, we study, I call Brian Manley, we go pick up notes for Ash. Then I drop heather and Mike off at Mike's car. I take notes home and jump in the shower. God bless the man who invented hot water heaters. Ash gets home from her doctors appt. We talk about doctor's appt for a short while, then I take Brian back his notes and head over to Mike and Tater and Yoshi's place again.

The Kitchen was STILL clean! Yay! So Tater pays for my meal at O Charley's. Rolls, and potatoe soup. Yumm! And Huzzah for Ninja's B-day! College isn't so bad, I do love the people I've met. I love getting to hang out. We go back to thier apartment, a game of Mafia ensues... I show yet again why I rock at that game. I'm so modest... ^_^;;

Let me explain in three rounds. Round 1:
I'm sitting next to Tater, I casually (on purpose.. see, i think things out ahead of time) place my leg over his lap. He gets his card and moves his arms. I casually joke he's mafia because he moved his arms. Not that I really believed it. So get to the end of the cards and there were not enough cards for the people playing. Cards get taken back up... and lo and behold Tater WAS mafia! Hah, I think to myself, now I got one up on him.
Round 2:
Cards are passed back out, and Tater makes no move to move his arms. So he's not mafia this time... Someone peeks at night and cards have to go back up. Tater wasn't Mafia.
Round 3:
Cards are passed back out, Tater moves his arm out from under my leg so I immediately start screaming that Tate is Mafia and I vow to kill him the first morning. Amazingly enough, I do not die. I am not detered. i KNOW Tater is Mafia, so I propse a vote. Heather and Emily vote with me, but it is not enough to sway the masses. We go to sleep and Heather dies. She dies for voting with me. So I propse again that Tater is Mafia.. Meg so sweetly points out that since I haven't died I must be Mafia. Emily thinks meg is mafia.. and since Meg didn't vote for Tater I think it's possible, but I'm not sure. It's either Meg or Charles. We vote on somebody.. i forget exactly what or who.. Jacob maybe? Anyways, nite time again.. I'm singing Thriller really loudly.. but not loud enough thta I miss Tater whispering CHarles. I start screaming I heard that you mafia fiend! Tater is Mafia, and Meg is too! So, Heather's laughing because she knows I'm right. But Travis argues with me, telling me Tater is the night watchman. Lies.. all Lies! So, we kill off Meg, and then Tater and guess who was right. ME! Boo-freakin-yah...

Yeah, I read way too much into that game. And now I'll never get to play again. Because If I'm not mafia I'll die first round, and from now on the townspeople REALLY won't trust me if I survive. Eh, such is life.

Well, then we played some Mau until 4 am. Back home and into the bed. Friday night, Ash decides we should have people come over to eat. She calls Heather, then takes my phone and Calls Tate. So, now Heather, Jacob, Mike and Tater are coming over... and the place is kinda messy.. I don't say anything however, but I get it mostly cleaned up before they get here. We eat, play Spanky's quest (^_^), and then they decide to play Life. I actually won.. but at this point I don't think anyones really into the game.. Everyone but Mike left after the game, and I waited for MY Mike to get down from B-ham. Deshler lost, ; _ ;. So he gets here.. we sit and watch tv for a while, I study. Then we all go to bed. Mike wakes me up the next morning because I have a final at 11. He drives me and drops me off, i take the final then call him to pick me back up. We go back home and I mess around on GTA: San Andreas while he takes a shower. We then head to Captain D's for lunch. I love Captain D's... but only everyonce in a while.

So then we go sit outside in the freezing cold wind for two hours and sell poinsettias for rape counselors. Thank goodness he was there, I'd never have made it by myself. It's Saturday night, he asks me do I want to do anything.. and I think about it.. but I really just want to go home, take a hot shower and mess around on GTA and the three new snes games I got. I finally freakin found Cool Spot! Woot! So we go home and I fall asleep watching him play. Too many late nights for Becca. He wakes me up and sends me to bed, and he goes to bed. Sun morning we get up.. only we don't. We wake up, but decide to be incredibly freaking lazy and so he joins me and we lay around in my room until 1. We just talked and messed around on the internet and the layed around some more. At one we decide we're hungry so we go to Applebee's to eat. A pox on Applebee's for getting rid of the yummy round potatoes! We get back home, burn a mp3 cd for him to take back with him, and he leaves me at 4. I didn't cry SO much, at least not near as much as I do every other time. I then start studying for Org Chem... It's comprehensive.. and all the stuff is still the same from tests before so, oh well.

About 6:30-40 I get the urge to pray for Blaire, so i sit down jot her out a quick email, pray about her and forget it again. She calls me about 9, telling me she just got back into town and just got my email. About that time she jumped in my mind, she was in a major traffic jam caused by a wreck on an overpass. Whew, bad stuff. Glad she made it safe!

John aslo calls me and gripes at me for having my phone off all weekend, and to invite me to dinner. Oops. He's right, Mike comes to town and I forget everything. I forget to study for O Chem, i forget about my phone, i forget about previous priorities/engagements. I say I can't help it.. but really I can, I just don't want to. There are many MANY times I think I'll just quit school, go home and marry him. We'd make it and be happy.. but then I think I'd be more disappointed in myself and never forgive myself. So.. here I stay. Auburn University... >_<

And after making about 10 more pages of organic equations, I took a break to check peoples Xangas and finally post for myself. only two more finals and I get to go home. Hodge tested me about Nisee's x-mas present. And now I've seen pics. Yay! Called Hodge and talked to him about it.. Nisee's gonna freak. But she'll be so happy. I'm happy for her, and him, and me.

Guys, life IS good. God is good, and he blesses me continually with all of you. I have a wonderful God-fearing boyfriend, awesome friends who love me for the spazziness of myself, they accept me faults and annoyances and all. They actually call me to hang out. Heh, they WANT to hang out with me... It's like I'm cool or something. And the chance to get to know Heather better.. Moving off to college wasn't for an education about school... it was for an education about myself. And I kinda do like what I've found. So, good night all, and good luck on finals. I love you all!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Yay for the last day of classes!

Today was totally the last day of classes before exams. And what did I learn? That I need to study for my micro exam. He was asking us questions in class and I had no clue about over half of them. Not good. So Meg's blog today or yesterday or whenever.. is so.. poetic emo. But not sad emo, like happy emo. If such a thing exists. I read hers and then wonder why i try. ^_~

Then I realize I'm not Meg. I'm Becca. Becca is a good person to be. I don't have to be poetic and emo-y and no one has to read my blog. Yay for self-confidence and reassurance.

So lots and lots o' peoples were out on the concourse with us today. That always makes me happy. Sara Hayes, Robby, Heather and myself were the first four.. then we called everyone we could think of. Ben, Jonathan, Marlena (whom i met when i was hanging in m'tree), David, Ninja, Yoshi, Ryan, Jorge, and lots of others met and we played volleyball and frisbee. It was a nice break. I wish everyone could have been there. jamie called AFTER the fact, and I felt bad that he missed it. But we'll get to hang tonight at Lauren's surprise bday bash.

I think Ash was none to pleased with the information that Mike is coming in this weekend. I on the other hand am estatic! I wonder why she hates him so much, my mom seems to think it's because HE steals my time away from HER. I seem to think it has something to do with the fact that I have someone to love.. but she doesnt. She always says of herslef that she has a heart of stone.. how sad an existance that must be.. If I didn't have love.. then I am nothing. I mean, 1st Corinthians chapter 13 people! I can't tell her how to live her life, only how i live mine. Well, i need to jet, got errands to run.

Monday, December 06, 2004

Currently listening to: The Natchez Shakers

So Mike, my love, calls me tonight. Ahh, I love his voice. So they will be playing New Year's Eve in Tuscaloosa at Scooters. Now how's that for a Red-neck sounding bar? And No one made it to the Drama practice tonight. Our project has to be done tomorrow.. I suppose we'll see if it goes well. This is gonna be fun.. I love not being prepared >_<

On another note, I did my unknown report for Micro and did another page on my paper! Yay for another page on my paper!

I had the absolute worst caffiene headache/high yesterday. Heather, Jorge, Sarah and I met at Cambridge to study. Jorge bought chocolate covered expresso beans. I also got a large White Christmas coffee... That is Coffee with pepperment and white chocolate. Oh, it was yummytastic! I drank it all, and ate what felt like half of the expresso beans. Oh man! I haven't had that much caffiene in a looong time. So, Auburn is playing Tenn for SEC championship. I go home to write on my paper and study. I go over there during half time. The game begins to go downhill... But Auburn pulled it out. War eagle i guess.

So, we decide to start playing Mafia and everyone goes crazy. I'm glad I can bring somemore converts into the fold. They absolutely loved the game. Muahahahaha. I actually didn't die the first round everytime! When we play at home, if Rebecca survives the night, she's mafia. If She's not Mafia, the mafia kill her first. It's a no win situation for me... except when playing with people who've never played before.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! It's crazy how convinving I can be.

So, it's 3 am, and I'm still hyped up on my caffiene high.. so we go to Wal-mart. Ashley, Mike,my buddy not my love, and me. They think it's a great idea to make me try on random outfits. We at least amused the dressing room lady. And perhaps gave her a lil more faith in college students. I told her, since we don't drink they think this is a great way to have fun... She said "Well, you're not killing yourselves or hurting others so its a great idea." Walmart in Opelika at 3 am is very empty. So we get back in the car and I CRASH. I mean.. can't even hold my head up. Now I remember why I don't take in a lot of caffiene.

Well, It's late and I have a semi-long day tomorrow. Nite nite.

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Hmm, finals coming up. And I miss my boyfriend. It's so hard to concentrate on studying when you're homesick to be in someone's arms. But I did get another page done on my paper. Im not sure I really like papers without having a set length to go to. And I have organic final, microbiology final, and let's not forget that I HAVE to get my applications in for Pharm School.

Here's hoping I get it in. Later mates!